A loner's Ravings

I am not sure I want to write anything here. Dark Angel, you win. You have taken too much from me, my friend.

Death, my companion, Reclaim what belongs to you. I am ready.

I tried to be better than myself and what do you know, here I am, all messed up.

It is so easy to forget that a loner's life is just that. Lonely to the point of loneliness. And what is more, that is ust the kind of life every one likes to screw up some more. Even the mother.

Loneliness. My eternal companion. Devour me. Drown me in your fathomless love

I am confused. So what is new ! But I mean, this is serious. like in Serious. You see, I lost track of who I am. As in dementia, you would say. Maybe. I am in no mood to argue such a minor issue. It is ike I am really near the end.

For a few days I thought I was in heaven. Now I am back to earth with a whimper. And the choice was mine ! That doesn't make it any better.