A loner's Ravings

What do you know!! Today was a day of coincidences. The person I mentioned in the last post called. No, not to thank me, but to say the document has been recieved. Well, well. Sure And then I met that person of God whom I had mentioned two posts earlier. And this time, there were no questions!! Ok, so that is it. So I am now back to my lonely ways, Past feelings and emotions. No room here for any of that stuff. I suspect I am getting a little personal. So no more of this grumblings!!

How can a loner ever have a friend ! That is a contradiction in terms, and a contardiction in real life. The story line is simple. I spent about a month running from place to place and person to person and finally got something very important done for a person I thought was my "friend". (Contradiction, Contradiction). Once the hard part of the work was over and the required documentation ready, what do you know, not even a thank you!! Yeah, I know, I shouldn't complain. Well, I am complaining, actually, in case you didn't notice. I know I have no business doing that. But I feel hurt real bad. And I haven't felt this bad in a long time. Being a loner is much less painful.