What a mess ! How on earth do people talk to each other. How do normals communicate. How do I manage to say the wrong thing everytime. Just screwed up once again what is most important for me. I have that gift. I can screw up just about anyhting.
Pondering on the reason for one's existence is hardly the sort of thing one ought to be doing these days. But, there being nothing really worthwhile about life, about being alive, or even about feeling alive, this is just the kind of futile occupation that appeals to loner's of my sort. So here I am, by my favourite watering hole, listening to the silence of eons. Maybe I am weird, like some nice people have kindly pointed out. What they have not been able to point out though, is the reason for my weirdness or anybody elses weirdness. I guess, sitting by all by oneself, by the side of a sullen lake is weird. Fine. So I am a weird loner. Thank you very much. That is what loners are ! Anyway, I haven't posted anything at all for a long time. Even my best friends seem to have given up on me. It is tough being a loner. It is tougher being a weird loner.
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Try to look on the positive things. If you stay too long in the dark shadows, it will consume you. I know, I've been there, many times.
I am sorry it took so much time for me to respond. You are right about one thing, I AM really good at messing things up, even simple things. I will do what what you suggested. I did go to your blog.
May our tribe flourish.
I am sorry it took me so long to respond. You are right. Loners are very much self absorbed. Which doesn't make them any less lonely.
I am glad you exist. But that doesn't make it any better form.
IS A prawn better than a shrimp.
I have been to your blog many times.
You are right about people having different views about situations. And about the Dark shadows.
Rain, we have both been there, and back.
Thanks for looking at my soul.