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Why blog?

Spreading your heart out to the world never helped anyone yet. And yet here I am pouring out the secrets of my petty life into a blog. The great thing though, is that I do feel better after I do this. In my extrablog life, I keep myself to myself. And get along pretty all right too.

Ok, so I don't have friends. No shoulder's to weep on, so to say. (But then who wants to weep anyway !) I am generally seen as the reserved type. Immune to feelings. Come on !

Maybe that is why I blog.

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Anonymous said…
Loner, you're not alone. Well, I'm here for you. At times, I feel like I don't have any "TRUE" friends. I don't trust anyone, and the people that I think are my friends, will be the first ones to stab me in the back. So, I keep to myself.

I only trust in one person: GOD. Why? Because He promised me He would never leave me or forsake me. And guess what, He hasn't. How do I know this? Because if He did leave me way back when, I wouldn't be alive today.

I haven't poured out my heart in my blog. I haven't been really personal in my blog. Maybe, I will someday.

I hope today is a much better day for you.
10:57 AM
Pradeep VM said…
Hey rain, I am sorry if I offended you. I was talking mostly about myself you know, in that part about "pouring". You are a very good person. And you know what one of the things that keeps me going is your blog.

I have this problem of mixing things up, personal and the rest. That confuses most people, including myself. Maybe it is the stress of appearing sane to the world and insane to the blog. I don't know.

Incidentally I took the liberty of linking to your blog right at the top of my own blog. I hope that is all right.

I know you are out there in case the world goes really whacky for me. Thank you, friend. You are right. There aren't many true friends out there. That stab in the back can come anytime.

Once again, I am sorry about the confusion.
11:15 AM
Anonymous said…
Loner, no need to apologize. I wasn't offended at all. I didn't take it personally because I think I knew what you were tallking about.
Thanks for linking my blog. :-)
3:59 PM
Jil said…
Hey there, thats why I blog too...no friends really "in real life"....but, hey, blog friends are cool. Im glad I found yours.
10:37 AM
Pradeep VM said…
hey jil. Thanks. You have "real" point there. Bloglife is full of friends. Most of them are good too, unlike the kind you get in real life.
10:47 AM
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